Sleep Training

Last week we began some sleep training with Emily so that she would learn to go to sleep herself and sleep through the night.  I was so nervous to let her cry, but knew that this was going to be the best way to help her learn.  After getting some advice from my sister Jennie, I committed myself to keep outside of her room even if she cried for some time. 

On the first night, Emily cried a good 25-30 minutes.  She was definitely letting us know she didn't like the new plan.  All of the sudden, Emily became really quiet.  Throughout the 25 minutes I just sat outside her door listening, wanting so much to hold her.  Yet, I knew it would be more helpful to her if I stayed outside.  I couldn't help but think that this experience may be similar to how Heavenly Father feels sometimes when we pray or plead for help without getting an answer.  I believe He is always right "outside," ready to help.  However, Heavenly Father doesn't necessarily answer directly because He knows how important this particular lesson is for us to grow upon. 

You know what, Emily has grown in the past week.  After our bedtime routine, I kiss her good night, give her a binkie, and say "I love you!" before walking away.  Most often she doesn't cry.  I am so proud of Emily.  Even though I am not there to rock her to sleep, I hope my love surrounds her through the night.  Sweet dreams Emily.

One morning I found Emily's little hand on the railing, appearing to "hold on"